Vishal Dutia

I search my soul and question if it’s right or wrong to end the potential life that has grown within me. The weight upon my shoulders is heavy with uncertainty, as the circumstances I face leave me with no clarity. In this complex web of choices, it’s hard to see the way, but deep within, I realize I must focus on today. If I bring forth this life unprepared, full of doubt, will I be able to give it the love it deserves, without the means to provide, nurture, and grant a stable home? Will I have the support to help this child navigate life’s uncertain path with guidance and care, or will it be condemned to a world of despair?

The choice I have to make is not made out of spite but rather from a place where all options have been weighed in the light of my own well-being, the dreams I hold dear, and the aspirations I hope to someday see clear. It’s not an easy decision I now have to face, but I choose to trust my instinct in this challenging space. Only I know my path and the strength I possess to overcome this obstacle and find peace and progress. So, as tears stream down my face and my heart feels torn apart, I gather the courage within to follow my own heart. My future calls so loudly, and I must answer its plea, knowing that this painful choice is what’s right for me.

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